Frannys World

I'm cooking for my boyfriend tonight. I'm making him steak and peppers and I think it's gonna be something he really likes. I spent the first half of my day out driving around in the pouring rain, and then at 11:30 I met up with Franny and we went to the mall.

She was wearing this beautiful outfit I had never seen her in, and she said it was something she saw Rihanna wearing recently. She had a yellow paisley bandana tied around her hair and her ponytail was braided and hanging all the way down to her butt. So cute! We went shopping at a few stores in the mall and got high before and after we went in. Franny brought two really big blunts of hydro. She's dating this incredibly hot guy who sells the best weed. I was so stoned.

I bought a few things at the mall but not much. I got some cute pink earrings, some Tshirts, a big poster of Madonna, another one of Beyonce (I want to put it in the hallway or the cucina), and then I got some new heels from Charlotte Russe. I really like the heels and Franny agreed they were sexy as hell too. She's always making sex jokes which is why I love her. “When you're fucking Qualeek tonight you gonna wear them?” she said. “I fuckin love wearing my heels when I'm takin dick. I stick my legs high up in the air, kicking an screamin an shit. I love heels like just for that reason…”

“I do sometimes. Depends. Last night I was wearing these long socks and he loved them.”

“I bet you love Qualeek more than you thought you would. Am I right?”

“Ya. I'm real into him.”

“And hes really into you. Says it to Carmelo constsntly. Said it last night. I saw the texts.”

“Really?”

“Hell ya bitch.”

Hearing Franny say that of course made me like super happy. I'm surprised Qualeek likes me honestly but I'm glad over it. I thought he wouldn't dig me once he found out what I did to my ex but he apparently doesn't care. Franny told me he doesn't when she hooked us up. She said she told him everything thirty times and it makes no difference to him, “he just don't wanna talk of it with you”.

So I've never brought it up and I stay silent on it and that's how it is. For the most part we don't argue and everything is good. The sex is out of this world of course. Like literally out of this world. The other night he started saying he wanted me to let him film it. I said no. But then I did let him take a picture of me sucking him off. I wore a pink bandana over my eyes for the picture. He uploaded it to his Twitter . No one knows it's his Twitter though so who cares? I'll admit it was so hot.

When we were at the mall though, I was pretty surprised cause a man I never saw before came up to Franny and just literally slapped her ass as we turned a corner. It scared me cause I wasn't at all expecting it but Franny was cracking up. We went to this corner of the mall no one is ever at, and he leaned up against the wall and she just like fell into him and was hugging him for a real long while. I was just sort of standing there awkwardly. They didn't kiss on the lips but he was holding his hands on her waist and her ass and running his hands through her hair, saying how badly he missed her et cetera. I think she bought some type of pill off him or something, I dunno. He was black, like every man Franny knows, but not as black as her baby daddies or Qualeek. She said his name was James. She joked about giving him my number. He said he thought I was a beautiful white woman. I told him I'm with a man. “She's still new to Trinity.” Franny said. “This is probably like...shit, how many times you think you seen this mall, baby?”

I scratched my head thinking about it. “Maybe ..three times?” I said.

“Holy shit.” the guy said, “she is new.”

“Ya.”

After that we went to eat at a little coffee shop in the mall and then we went back out into the pouring rain to go find the car again and get started on getting Franny to work.  After she quit the job at the diner two months ago, when winter was ending, because that fucking lunatic tried raping her, she got the job almost overnight at a Hooter's, but the problem was that they put her at a Hooter's really god damn far from here.

It's about 30 minutes away and since Franny doesn't drive Thsts a bit of a problem. I have been driving her twice a week (she gives me weed and outfits) and then she finds other rides the rest of the time. I think one of her baby daddies helps her out a bit, though she never says it. She swears she hates all three of the baby daddies and wants them dead but I dunno. The first one is in prison for half a century--I'm afraid to ask why---so maybe she really does hate him but the other two I think she likes and sees still. I sort of find her second baby daddy super sexy. Danez. Damn. I was looking at some pics of him a few weeks ago. He lives probsbly 15 minutes from my house. Really hot man and really jacked and almost even seems like he's famous or something. He's got like two videos on YouTube where he's rapping. He really looks hot in them. I never saw anything like it. The videos had views. “He's the only daddy who pays me any child support.” Franny said. “And on holidays and birthdays sends gifts, sometimes for all three of my babies. I should have stayed with him but he's got other bitches he goes with. I was too skinny for his ass. He likes big bitches. He'd like your ass.” she said. She always talks about my ass. She swears it's the first reason I stood out to her like I did, the night we met. “If you hadn't of been wearing those tiny ass tight shorts, I wouldn't even have seen you, bitch. But I did. And I said that's my new fuckin best friend right there!”

So ya. I had a pretty good day and I think I'm gonna have a good night too. Before I go cook I'm probably gonna get in the shower and take a long one. I got a waterproof radio in there actually (never had that at my old house) and I listen to all these new albums while I'm in there. That's another thing about Franny too , actually: the music. She gives me tons of music to hear and always knows a new artist. Yesterday she had me listening to this girl she said she met a few times, from Los Angeles, Pinky Taylor. Then today while we were driving she put her iPhone into my radio and we were blasting Azealia Banks, whom I'm fucking obsessed with ever since Franny showed me her. “Fantasea” is literally a fucking masterpiece. And now tonight when I get in the shower I think I'm gonna listen to this album just out a week ago by this Florida girl I found myself, Jazzanin. Franny said she made a rap album once a long time ago. I wish I could hear it.

I just lit up a big roachie of a blunt she left here the other night though. Gonna start getting undressed and find my way cross the house to the shower. Can't wait till Qualeek is home. Dreaming of that dick….