So, for the time in my life, I watched some actual "hentai" last night, which is Japanese anime porn, and man, I have to say, I cannot fuckin' believe how COOL and EPIC it was.
No, I am not ashamed to write it, because it was actually amazing, and in many ways, as I watched it, I could not help but feel that I was getting a taste of what the incredibly open minded future might just hold for film, art, and pornography, instead of just the boring & close minded present.
I am still sitting here in a sort of shock, I think, at what I saw. It was really incredible, and it actually , in many ways ---the storyline of the hentai I watched, I mean to say --- mimicked many of the stories I myself occasionally work on. Because yes, in truth, I absolutely love writing pretty "dirty" and "filthy" stories that involve boat loads of very pornographic type sex, but the problem is that when I am done writing them, I just do not really know what, exactly, to *do* with them. How come? 'Cause, in our own time, it just doesn't seem like many people who read are all that interested in truly filthy sex stories. Are they interested in 50 Shades of Grey? Yea. But I don't really think that was too filthy. Filthy to me is like what i saw on the hentai: An elf being viciously gang banged by about 16 different men with humungous alien type phalluses, and then getting literally **drenched** in semen(that looked more like soap bubbles) when it was all over. Filthy to me is when the personality of the characters, in some ways, almost hardly shines through. This means to say...I'm more about the straight sex element here. I think that's what a good sex story is...don't you?
For example, the ending of the short 25 minute hentai was the greatest thing I have seen in at least a year upon my iPhones screen. What was it? It was just the lead male character of the hentai, sitting on a throne, and he had a massive hard on, and the 2 female "stars" were both seated, on either side of him, on their knees, licking his phallus (with very long soaking wet cartoon tongues) continously. It was amazing, and I blew an enormous load of my own cum as I watched. Fuck yea I did! I blew the load so hard that a bit of it even went on my chin (which I always hate but is kind of incredible).
And one part of the reason I found this scene all so incredible is that, in the first part of the hentai, these female characters had been decidedly against this male figure. They had hated him. They had not wanted to, as they say, "submit". In fact, even during the entirety of the sex scenes -- which were all massive gang bangs with one man after another bonin' them -- the girls had begged and pleaded, etc., saying how much they hated it. Then, however, all of the men exploded on them, and the semen in the hentai was, apparently, some sort of magic semen that made it so that, once the dudes exploded and the girls got a taste of it & a feel of it, their minds changed instantly, and they were in love with the entire situation. They literally started smiling as wide as anything, spreading their legs, the moment the semen touched their lips. It was like a wizard had moved in - Gandalf in a hentai- and started casting memory spells on the Japanese girls.
"You shall not remember your previous distaste for this King...you shall now bow at his feet...stick out your Japanes tongue...suck the dick...yes...good girl...good little Ichikawa...good Hamakawa...good girls..."
Now, I found this incredible for one solid reason which I would like my potentially close minded reader to comprehend here. What is it? It's simple: it's the fact that we all know nothing known as "magic mind altering semen" exists in our world, and so, to put it simply, nothing as relaxing and as good as this exists here, either. Get it? In our own world, what happened to those chicks would be a tremendously horrific experience that no one would, in my opinion, ever get beyond. It would perhaps be a cause for suicide...plus you would probably catch a fatal STD and die strapped to a hospital bed, with skin peeling off your face. Who knows? Shit would probably go bad, I'll tell you that for sure.....
In the world of the hentai, however? In that world, all of this is just a sweet and interesting...and very invigorating...dream, and nothing more. It is unbelievably socially unacceptable stuff ---we get it-- but it's also oddly innocent, too, because nothing remains of this dream once the screen flicks off, ya dig? It's a dream that leaves you with a nice relaxing taste in your mouth. A dream that , the moment you are done dreaming it,you can wake up from and go back to being your normal, never been fucked that hard or deep, never tasted magic mind altering Japanese king semen self. And tell me...is there not something incredible about that? I sure think there is, which is why I am not at all against the creation or the spread of hentai and pornography like this. As far as I am concerned, it should be widely consumed. It is, in so many ways, better than real porn. Just like many of the stories that I have written, as I masturbate in fact (I type on the iPhone with one hand) have also been way more stimulating to me than anything I have seen in real porn.
Tell you the truth, after I started to scribble erotica, real porn actually started to seem dull. I stopped watching it as oftem. I stopped even looking at pictures! I had a period back there where my sexuality just existed in words, and it was very incredible. Probably some of the best sex of my life! Of course, the problem with this, as I said before, is that it is only 2017 as I write this, and what I find that tends to mean is that most of you assholes out there just are not very "comfortable" yet with the idea of how far the sexual imagination really does go. Most people I talk to - especially women -- seem to have this idea that pornography, any type of pornography at all, let alone a gang bang, is inherently "EVIL".
They think it is bad, that it is having a negative effect on society, that it is going to destroy the world, and that everyone must, immediately, stop watching it.I call bullocks with all of this myself of course. I think porn is healthy. And I think the people of the future will probably agree with me, if they should chacne to read this piece I have written, 30-50 years from now. I think the people of the future will be considerably more easy going about porn...in the same way the people of 2017 are much more lax about girls wearing mini-skirts or little cut off shorts, etc. You really have to try and imagine how upset someone from 1933 would get, if they were to see the way girls dress these days. They'd be throwing afit. Thankfullyof course, almost everyone who was an adult from 1933 is deep and dead now. We don't have to worry about those old fashioned shits. They is gone....
Alas, here we are in 2017 and, though most of us don't dare argue about the mini skirt or the cut off shorts, we still do have all these arguments and discomfort when it comes to porn and certainly the discussion of it. Well, the only reason there is any discomfort about porn right here in the early 21st century is because, for society, all of this porn is still fairly new. In fact, if you really want to start dating the "history" of porn and its presence in the mainstream, I basically think all you would have to do was start tracing the history of the Internet. As far as I'm concerned, pornography and the Internet go 100% hand in hand, and this is mostly just because the Internet gave us the ability, for the first time in history, to consume boat loads of the most insane porn, without having to actually get in the car and go buy physical copies of VHS cassettes or DVDs. This hss made everything that much less shameful. It hs made it easier to explore. It has turned off the "red light district" so to say.It has, in fact, brought the red light district right into all of our homes. The truth is that, if you really look at the history of pornography in the pre-high speed Internet age, it was doing fairly well, but it wasn't exactly something all that popular, in my opinion, either. Pornography's history mostly begins with the advent of the home video tape, which happened in the 1980s...and then in the 90s theInternet basically starts to blast it into seriously different territory....
So what does all of this porn history discussion have to do with my previous hentai story? I think it has a lot to do with it because, as a writer, I am really desperate to see society come to a point where it can accept a good pornographic tale, but I unfortunately feel like I'm still living in a time that is rather constrained, and I do feel -- in many ways--that this is ruining me as an "Honest" author. To put it simply, writing porn stories is very fun, and when things are fun, they're easy to do (my word count goes insane) but I still have this mental block in my brain due to all of this discomfort society feels, and this mental block "scolds" me for writing porn.
So basically I am saying, y'know, fuck off all of y'all....and let's get rid of this mental block!
Let's move to the Future like it seems these Japanese freaks have. LET'S WRITE PORN AS ART, NOT JUST AS PORN!
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