break up poem

I just found this on my phone, written two days before I even realized for sure everything with mean eyed Jen was really coming to a close.

Apparently I sort of knew even beforehand, judging by this piece, originally dated January 16th...

How sad will I be
if we say goodbye?
Will I start to have tears
drip from my eyes?
Will I just sit here
and do nothing but cry?
Is it gonna make me
wanna lay down and die?

How sad will I be
if this day is the last
And all the rest of the days
She's just part of my past
What will I think
and how will I feel
When she's eventually just a memory
That hardly seems real?

How sad will I be
I can't help but think
If this ship collapses
and just starts to sink
What will I do
Who the hell will I be?
I guess this is how it feels
To write a tragedy.

Oh how sad will I be
if today is that day
When we both gotta turn
and start to walk away
Who knows what's waiting
out around the bend
I don't remember the beginning
So maybe I won't remember
the end.